Tuesday, May 8, 2012

My imaginary boyfriend...

Last night I dreamt that I had an imaginary boyfriend.  It was the funniest thing!  He seemed totally real... except when I tried to introduce him to my friends and family.  I finally came to grips that he wasn't real.  He eventually faded away.

I love that I had this dream because more than I can count I have said the phrase "I am in love with an imaginary man."  I just love that my brain finally put that into a story.  Hehehehe.  The brain amazes me.

Do you ever think a song speaks to your soul, only to look up the lyrics and discover that it's not at all what you thought it was?  I totally just had that moment.  I thought there was this song that was about a couple that tried to work but just couldn't (story of the last six months of my life).  Really, it's about an abusive man and a woman who finally kicks him out.  Uhhhh... that's not been happening in my life, so... I decided against posting the lyrics.  FORTUNATELY... the Civil Wars are still amazing.  And their song, even after looking up the lyrics, speaks to my soul at this very moment.  This is my current theme song:

To Whom It May Concern
(by the civil wars)

Why are you so far from me?
In my arms is where you are to be
How long will you make me wait?
I don't know how much more I can take
I missed you but I haven't met you
Oh but I want to
How I do
Slowly counting down the days
Till I finally know your name
The way your hand feels round my waist
The way you laugh, the way your kisses taste
I missed you but I haven't met you
Oh but I want to
How I do
How I do
I've missed you but I haven't met you
Oh how I miss you but I haven't met you
Oh but I want to
Oh how I want to
Dear whoever you might be
I'm still waiting patiently


I love it.

Sorry, yet another unoriginal post.  But it's how I'm feeling.

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